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Over six months since I have posted a journal entry. It seems i usually post journals bi-annually?? Hmmm... Actually I resist posting until the bi-annual times just out of nostalgia. lol





Well where to begin!
Hey all I said was that I'm taller than you, not that I'm not afraid of you because of it.
As a human you have the right to take one life. But you don't have to tell anyone you have already taken that right before...
YOUR A KINGDOM HEARTS NAZI!
Why are your wearing two belts? Why aren't you?
I can never remember enough jokes even though I laugh constantly.... Why do I even put this column here?


Once again ALOT has happened. The last summer was basically entitled "KRYSTAL, A Love Story" and its still going. I Lovelovelove Krystal.. She is the only one who fully understands me. But Ill stop being mushy and move on. I have been SUPER BUSY as of late with Dual-Enrollment at the college and regular High School work. So I haven't had any time for pretty much anyone except Krystal. By janurary that will prbly change cuz I wont have college and will have more free time. but i might get a job.. so that would take time... AHH LIFE!! Life is hard yaknow?
I recently thought of a great quote to put under my yearbook picture!
"The Concept of Abnormality Exists only in the Stagnant Mind."
I think its a kick butt quote!! Made it up all by myself after my dad called me weird for wearing unorthodox clothes.
Lets see what else is going on in the life of Ryan...
I learned that its not good to try and play tag and then try to unlock your car door. You end up trying to yank the key out too quickly and then end up bending your key almost 90 degrees....
Uh I finally found out how to compress my videos that I have made and I got the KCDA 14 YouTube page up and running! Go check out my work on my school's closed circuit news show - [link]
also.. I fixed my PS2!!! I ripped it apart very carefully and cleaned it and re-calibrated its disc reading laser! (spiffy huh? ) and now it reads my discs again! I have been playing Kingdom Hearts II like a mad dog!
and to set the record straight. IM NOT EMO! I just Love Black... Also White, Red, and Gray... thats my color pallet for the most part. It Looks good to me, so I dress in it.


Well Like I said i'm really bust with it! I am attending two schools: Coeur d' Alene High School & North Idaho College! I am taking Basic Digital Photography and Film & International Cultures classes. I Love College Classes!


Well I have made a few new ones at school and have only hung out with one once.. :/ Im not the best at making friends..
As for the old friends, I Love them still but I have changed as a person some and find myself distant from them. I want disparately to be close to ~Winterflight again.. But idk.. We just cant seem to find time for each other..


Well as I said in my old journal I had the Idea for a great picture... Well I still have yet to implement it! GRR!
I recently got a new wind for a video idea. Its a spin off the Idaho Meth Project Commercials.
I have been photoshopping and learning to Photoshop better in class lately and will post the final pictures sometime in December! I have already posted the pictures but those were straight from the camera.


I Don't Know. Honestly.
I have some ideas, more of an idea than alot of kids my age. But its about how am I gonna get there is the problem.
I know I want to be in the entertainment industry.
Film Directing/Editing
Visual Effects
Photography
Graphic Design
I have looked into some different Colleges such as The Arts Institute of Portland, DeVry, and ITT Tech. But I don't know, I just don't know how I would afford them...
My dad always pressures me to go into the service... UGH.. I hate the military..
I Disdain it, I Loathe it. Even though the branch he suggests wouldn't put me in the line of fire. It still would make me sign my soul away for four years, get a haircut, wear the ugliest uniforms ever conceived by man, and have some asshole yell in my face for having a spot on the aforementioned already disgusting uniform.


I will end with some of my new philosophys on life, the universe, and everything in it.

Love Is Eternal
If you Love a person, and truly Love them. They will always hold a place in your heart. Because no matter what happens to that relationship. You will always remember the times that you shared and they way you felt with them. They might have made you so mad that you broke up with them and never wanted to see them again, but you can't erase the past. The shared Love.
This is how I feel about relationships.
The girl that has a piece of my heart and always will is Krystal Marie Krcma.

Do what you want, not what "they" want
Out of all the things people do, one of the things that gets my attention, and makes me respect a person more is if they are fashion daredevils. I respect people that wear things that are unorthodox. So do/wear what you want, not what society tells you is okay.
But that is just more of my non-conformist, teenage rebellion crap. Go me.

Define your philosophys to better see and shape yourself
One of the reasons I even started doing this philosophy thing at the end of my journals is because you have to know who you are and what you stand for before anyone can respect you.
So refer back to my last journal to see my other philosophys. I will update them if they change but for the most part I think the old ones cover alot of what i believe in.


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